Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot! I made it to day 100. I cannot believe that I have come to this day. This journey I embarked on is a nine month journey. Using a 30-day month as a template, that is about 270 days total Bible reading time. So, I'm 100/270 in, which is 37.037037...% Over a third done! It's still daunting having just under two-thirds of Scripture to read through, but if God has carried me this far, there is no reason to doubt Him now.
It has been an interesting couple of days. I feel like I have done nothing. I have spent the time job hunting, trying to see what I can do with my education, training, and experience. For two days, I came up empty handing sending my resumes and cover letters to all sorts of random places. I felt like I had no focus. Also, I felt like God and I were not doing well. I think the worry was clouding God from me. It is hard to describe, but in the same way that Asa from today's reading chose to not seek out the counsel of God and failed, I felt very much like I was failing. God was not with me. More precisely, I was not with God. I was separated from Him.
So, last night, I decided that I would spend today trying to regain that connection with my Lord. Now, I can truly say that I feel like He sees me again. That cloud has been rolled back. Thank you, Lord!
1309 pages to go!
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